i feel very
special because a very sweet girl baked me a cake! :]
thank
you, hon. the cake is pretty and really really
yummy.

big thanks for throwing me a party in school.

and to the group of friends who attended the big
party tonight.
i am never going to forget all your love and
kindness.

thank you so much.

special thanks to charissa and theresa cunanan.

–

dear charissa,

thanks for being such a great friend.

–

dear you,

please call. i really want you to call.

maybe i just need some space from you to
figure out my life.
maybe you need some time off me to
take care of your newborn baby.

i don’t know when you
will see me again but when you do
i hope you will notice i
am already a better
me.

here’s a song that fits the mood of tonight:

i was doing some catch-up chats with an old friend of mine from the same uni
and she told me that i was on the school news release.

it was all because of the speaking competition i won for the college.

i was surprised even she knew about this and knew before me.
it was funny to see my photo in the paper.

and i am always the last one to get to read it.

safe and warm
long and smiling

last year i spent valentine’s day with ah big in my bedroom crying over this.

this year i spent the night going to chet lam’s story teller concert,
holding hands and holding back tears

with tens of thousands having similar stories and secrets to mine.

happy valentine’s!